 Jackson Hole - Uneasy Eden
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THE PROMISE
Steadman could hear the tires crackling over the gravel
as it cut in from Spring Gulch Road and moved west toward the Circle Bar S
ranch house. Thirty years ago, he had sited the house on high ground
overlooking the Snake River so that, through the west-facing windows, they
could see the jagged peaks of the Tetons, glimmering silvery in the
morning light. From the east windows they could see the forest of
lodgepoles that gave them the feel of complete privacy. Farther east,
beyond the lodgepoles, had been the pastures for cattle.
Now what was that boy’s name again? he asked himself
as he waited, wondering why he had even consented to see him. Steadman had
received offers to buy the ranch before, but he had turned them all down.
Actually, it wasn’t a working ranch any longer, not since Amy had died
and he had sold off his herd.
Without Amy, gone two years now, ranching made no sense
anymore. They had been partners in the working aspect of the ranch, a cow
and calf operation that made just enough to keep them going from year to
year. All in all, it was a hard but happy life, and they both loved it.
They had been married for fifty years and had no
children; their family was the ranch hands, and their children were the
calves that they helped birth and baby each year, worrying about their
health just like any loving parents would. Life was rhythmical and
predictable, almost, depending on the weather. The ranching way of life
suited them, and if there were hardships, they got through them with
cheerful resolve.
Steadman had grown up on the ranch. His father had
bought it from the original homesteaders, and when he brought Amy here
from Casper—where he had met her at a rodeo—she fell in love with it,
every rock and tree, every piece of dirt and sage, every cow and calf and
horse. Most of all, she loved the ever-hovering mountains, never tiring of
the play of light that made them look different from moment to moment, day
or night.
They had designed their bedroom and placed their bed so
that the first thing they saw in the morning, when the weather was clear,
of course, was the jagged peaks of the range. It was like a morning light
show and never failed to thrill them.
"There they are," Amy would say, her first words
when she opened her eyes from sleep. "Means we’re still alive, Aubrey."
Not having children was a bitter disappointment for both
of them. But the power of their love for each other weathered that storm,
just as it weathered whatever blows destiny dealt them. But they did
believe that life balanced out and that they were lucky to have the gift
of this piece of earth in Jackson Hole. They felt certain that they lived
in the most beautiful and magical valley on the planet.
The problem was, as Steadman saw it now, that this
beautiful fifty-mile-long and twelve-mile-wide valley that stretched from
Yellowstone to the Hoback had been discovered by the world. In his mind,
the world meant "trespassers", aliens who had no appreciation for the
glory and sanctity of this place and whose only motive was material gain.
The evidence was all around him. Land that once had sold
for $50 to $100 an acre now was running into the thousands. Commerce had
arrived in the form of stockbrokers, chain stores, fast-food operators,
fancy restaurants. Big houses were mushrooming everywhere. Whereas he and
Amy once knew everybody in Jackson Hole, he was seeing more and more
strange faces. Change appeared to be accelerating quite rapidly.
Not that life in the valley had ever been totally
static. There had always been dude ranches attracting folks who craved a
Western experience, and the old moneyed families had bought up large
tracts for their own recreation, but there remained a sense that the land
was sacred, not to be sacrificed on the altar of commercialism. It was
different now. The tourists and the developers had invaded the land, and
the operative word was "profit." Steadman and the other old locals
used another word to describe what was happening. Greed!
"Don’t let them do it to the Circle Bar S, Aubrey,"
Amy whispered with her dying breath. If the situation were reversed, he
would have asked her to pledge to the same wish.
"No way, my love," Steadman vowed. "No way."
Many of his ranching friends were selling out to the
developers. Selling out was the only sensible way that they could
liquidate and provide for their heirs. It was a sorry situation.
Inevitably, he knew, he would have to sell the ranch
before he died. Dying without heirs would put the land at risk; it might
be auctioned off to the highest bidder to do with as they wished, without
restraint. Steadman was determined to pass it on to someone who would
respect it, create a home here and not develop it as a subdivision. In
Steadman’s mind, subdividing would be destroying its integrity. To him,
money was very low on his list of priorities. Besides, he had promised
Amy.
Since Amy died—even during her funeral—he had been
turning down offers for the ranch on what was almost a weekly basis. Most
of them came from real-estate people. He could almost smell the stench of
greed before they turned onto the ranch road. They would bring their big
smiles and sincere looks, promising the moon, not realizing that he was
sizing them up at first glance and rejecting whatever baloney they were
selling outright. He hardly listened to their blatant pitches and promises
of riches, although he showed them the same hospitality that Amy would
have provided to anyone who crossed their threshold.
What annoyed him most was his own loss of trust. Once,
he had trusted people. Locals had always lived by the ethic of honesty and
straight-talk. People said what they believed to be the truth. A man’s
word was sacrosanct, and a hand-shake was more binding than words on
paper. Steadman believed that knowing how it once had been gave him a
special insight into people and their real motives.
Yet he had never given up hope that one day someone
would arrive to whom he could safely turn over the stewardship of his
land, someone who would revere and respect its character, someone who
would make it his home and not a profit center.
But when someone came with an offer and a basketful of
promises, he was always wary and on his guard. He imagined he could sense
who would be likely to put another nail in the valley’s coffin. So far,
a steady stream of that kind had beat a path to his door. He considered
them the enemy, the people who were hell-bent on ruining his beloved
valley by chopping it into pieces, devouring it like vultures over
carrion.
"Thanks for seeing me," the man said. Steadman took
him for early fifties, lean, athletic, strong chin, blue-eyes, steel gray
hair, serious. No big smile, which was a plus.
"Care for a drink?" Steadman asked. He had set out a
pitcher of iced tea, lemon and mugs.
"That iced tea would be fine," the man said. His
name, Steadman remembered, was Everett Carter. He was from New York, he
had told him on the telephone. Saw his ranch from the air. Liked the
setting. Any chance of talking business?
Steadman had liked his voice and his straightforward
approach. Why not? He had already said "no" in his mind. Besides,
without Amy, life was lonely and people to talk to were rare. Sometimes he
was so lonely he would not have turned down a dialogue with the devil.
Steadman poured the man a mug of iced tea and pointed to
a chair across from his own. Carter took the mug, sipped, then looked
around him, his glance settling on the view of the Tetons.
"Great view," he said, putting Steadman on his
guard. He was particularly wary of compliments. This one, however, came
without a smile. Steadman merely nodded acknowledgment.
"What do you do in New York?" Steadman asked.
"Investment banker," Carter replied.
"Made a lot of money in the last few years?"
"That I did," Carter said. "Not ashamed of it,
either. My father drove a delivery truck for a bakery. Never made much. I
guess I figured I evened things out for him."
"You say you’re lookin’ for land?"
"Not just land. I’m looking for home. I’m planning
on leaving New York."
"For good?"
"Why not?" Carter said, drinking another deep
draught of his iced tea. "Been through here as a kid. I’ve always
dreamed of a home here."
"Want to run cows, be a cowboy?"
"Sorry. No interest. I’m not coming here to do
business, Mr. Steadman. Besides, I don’t want the hassle."
"It’s a hassle. More so these days. Hard going."
"What I’m looking for is a spread near the river
with lots of land, a great view, a place for the kids to come. Maybe keep
some horses."
"Got kids, have you?"
"Two. They’re grown. One in college. One getting
married. I want a place for my grandkids to appreciate and enjoy. Teach
them the values of the West. Maybe I’m jumping the gun but that’s what
I’d like to happen."
"We never had kids," Steadman said, sipping his iced
tea. He was sizing up the man, his opinion wavering, but he was not
rejecting the man outright.
"Where’d you get the idea I want to sell out?"
Steadman asked.
"I told you. I just took a shot," Carter said. "I
believe in going after things face to face. If you’re not interested,
then I’ll just be getting on. There’s no harm in asking."
"You learned that in the investment banking business?"
"I learned that in life, Mr. Steadman. You want
something. You go for it."
"No real-estate people in the bushes?"
"I like to deal direct."
Steadman continued to size up the man. He admitted to
liking the man’s look. His attitude, too.
"What would you do with this land?"
"Do?" Carter frowned and cocked his head. He seemed
confused. Steadman refused to explain himself, watching Carter as he
framed an answer. "I told you, Mr. Steadman. I’m looking for a home.
That’s it."
"You retiring?"
"Hell no. But I have left the firm. I’ve got lots of
interests. And today we hook up with computers and faxes. You can be
anywhere."
"Still want to make more money?"
"I’m in the keeper stage. I just want to keep what I
got. Live here and keep what I made."
"Got plenty, do you?"
"A lot more than I need. As we say in the trade, I’ve
hit my number."
"What number was it?" Aubrey asked.
"More than enough," Carter said, smiling for the
first time.
Steadman shrugged, but didn’t pry any further. A man
who knew when he had enough was a smart man, he thought, warming to
Carter.
"This valley is a way of life for most of us been here
a long spell. Was a time we couldn’t get green vegetables but once a
week. Had one movie screen. Knew everybody in town." Now I’m talking
like one of those old damned fools, Steadman thought, stopping himself.
Amy would have shut him up fast.
"Must have been wonderful living here in the old days,"
Carter said.
"It sure was," Steadman agreed, forcing himself to
crowd out the memories. The fact was that all his waking thoughts lately
were about the past. He grew silent for a long moment, his eyes wandering
to the mountains. Still here after a 100 million years, he thought. Saw a
lot of us come and go. One day he’d go, too. Problem was he didn’t
know when. Nobody could predict when their time was over.
Suddenly he thought of the future as an affliction. What
would he do without this land? Probably rent a small place in town and
head for the desert in Arizona or Utah. Winters in Jackson were rough on
old bones.
He might do some traveling. See the world he had missed
during those years of ranching. After all, by any standard, the sale of
the ranch would bring more than enough to live on for the rest of his
life. He and Amy hardly ever traveled. Once they had taken a package tour
of France and Germany. Another time they went to Mexico. They had derived
some mild enjoyment on the tours but couldn’t wait to get home.
"So you just took a shot?" Steadman asked.
"It’s the way I operate," Carter replied.
Steadman rubbed his chin, still sizing up the man, but
fast reaching a conclusion as to the man’s motives and character.
"The point is, Mr. Steadman, are you in a selling mood
or not?"
"Could be," Steadman said, "With Amy gone
. . . my wife. She died two years ago. Without her
. . . well, I just sold off the herd. Too hard for a man of
seventy-five." Steadman became pensive, then looked into Carter’s
eyes. "To the right man, I might be willing to sell out."
"So my shot found its mark," Carter said, chuckling
amiably. "Goes to show. You don’t ask. You don’t get the order.
Apparently then, you’ll entertain an offer."
"Depends."
"On what?"
"I need a rock solid unbreakable promise that this
land stays intact. No development. No chopping it. It stays the Circle Bar
S, just like it sits now. Get my drift?"
"Why would I want to chop it up?" Carter asked.
"Money."
"I told you about that. I hit my number. I don’t
need any more money. As for the name, its got history and character. Why
change it?" He leveled his eyes directly into Steadman’s. "I’m
prepared to make you an offer you can’t refuse."
"Yes I can, Carter. It’s your promise I need more
than the money."
"I get the picture. No development. I’ll put it in
writing if you want."
Aubrey had given that matter lots of thought. Could he
trust a piece of paper? Contracts were made to be broke. Deed restrictions
could be ignored. Legal challenges launched. The valley was getting too
damned litigious, another sign of a society going to pot. Smart lawyers
could do anything nowadays.
Integrity was what he was looking for. There was another
dimension to this, Aubrey knew. He had been brought up to believe in the
sanctity of property rights. It was a valley tradition that a man had a
right to do what he wished with his property as long as he was sensitive
to his neighbour’s rights and needs. The standard was fairness and
common sense, which was embedded more in a man’s character than in the
rule of law.
"If it was just the money, it would be easy,"
Steadman said.
"I know what you’re thinking, Mr. Steadman,"
Carter said. He took a deep sip of his iced tea, and Steadman refilled his
mug from the pitcher. "You think I’m one of those sharp guys from New
York on the prowl for a deal that stacks the deck for himself. And you don’t
know me from Adam. You don’t know my history or my reputation. Hell, to
you, I’m just a fellow that dropped from the sky."
"You got that right, Carter," Steadman said. The man
had indeed read his thoughts.
"There’s no way I can reassure you. As I said, I’d
be glad to put it in writing, but I’ll bet you don’t trust that
either. You’re going to have to lead with your gut here, Mr. Steadman.
You’re going to have to judge me by instinct. Oh, I’ll give you more
than a fair price. You know that. I’ll pay a premium for this spot and
you know that, too. And the reason I’ll pay a premium is because this a
fabulous place for me and my family to put down stakes, call home. Just me
and my family. Hell, I’ll probably be joining up with the folks, like
yourself, who want to keep unchecked development out of the valley."
"A good speech, Carter," Steadman said. "But it’ll
still be a gamble on my part."
"Yes it will," Carter agreed.
"You’re probably thinking I’m a damned fool. Take
the money and run, you’re probably thinking."
"Not at all. I can plainly see that money is not the
issue here. What I’m thinking is how I can assure you that I intend no
development, that I’d be buying this place for me and my family. I’ll
be glad to provide you with any references you might want, anything that
might hep mold your judgment of me. It’s your call."
Steadman contemplated the man’s face and bearing,
looking for the answer to that question. He poured more iced tea and took
a light sip.
"Afraid so, Carter."
"But I won’t make my offer until you give me a firm
commitment as to your intent. Fair enough?"
"Fair enough," Steadman agreed.
Carter slapped his thigh, rose and put his iced-tea mug
on the table beside Steadman.
"I’m staying at the Spring Creek Resort for a few
days. You think it over and you decide. All I can say is that I give you
my solemn promise that I’ll meet your conditions whether you want it in
writing or you’ll take my word for it. Believe me, I understand how
important such a commitment is to you, and I’m prepared to honor it."
Steadman stood up, and the men shook hands. He imagined
he could sense the man’s integrity through the touch of his flesh. Then
the man turned, went back to his car, and drove through the trees.
Steadman could hear the fading sound of the tires crackling away on the
gravel.
He stepped off the porch and walked along the river dike
for awhile, then headed back through the lodgepoles into the pastureland.
Lack of irrigation had killed the grass. Now the sage was taking over,
getting back its rights to the land. The sage, after all, was there first
and was returning to its rightful habitat.
Steadman walked along the gravel road, then headed north
beside the now-empty irrigation ditches that fed the grass and the cows
along which he and Amy and the hands had pushed the cattle to new growth,
then up to the mountains for grazing. It was a good life, and it was over.
As he walked along the barbed-wire fences that still
marked the bounds of the ranch, he thought about the man. Was this the
person who would fulfill the promise he had made to Amy? He had liked the
way the man put it: ‘I hit my number.’ It suggested to him that man’s
greed was finite, that the thirst for more finally could be tamed and
harnessed.
"Is this the right man to turn the land over to?" he
asked aloud as he headed back to the barren loneliness of the ranch house,
hoping that, somehow, his plea would reach Amy and she would respond with
some sign.
The walk, which he once could do in minutes, took far
longer than it ever had before, and when he reached the porch again he was
winded and tired and had shooting pains in his thighs and back. Old age
was arriving, and there was no mistaking its onset. It was time, he
decided. The old way of life was dead.
That night, he continued to wrestle with the problem. He
always had prided himself on his judgment of other men’s motives.
Wyoming people, he believed, had a sixth sense about people. Was this the
man? He wished Amy were here to help him make this decision. She always
was better at judging people. She could tell the good from the bad, the
innocent from the guilty, the selfless from the greedy.
He hardly slept, and when he awoke he was more tired
than he was before he went to bed. After a light breakfast, which he ate
without appetite, he called Spring Creek Resort and the clerk put him
through to Carter’s room. In a voice still hoarse with sleep, Carter
answered and the two set up an appointment for another meeting in
mid-morning.
Carter hadn’t asked whether Steadman had made his
decision. The fact of his call, Steadman thought, was enough of a clue as
to where he was heading.
"I didn’t think I’d pass muster," Carter said,
arriving on Steadman’s porch a couple of hours after his call.
"Why would you think that?" Steadman asked.
"Investment banker from New York who had made a pile
of dough." Carter said. "It sends off a message of acquisitive greed."
"Yes it does," Steadman agreed.
"Well, here we are again. Eyeball to eyeball. What’s
it going to be?"
"Do I have your word on what we discussed?" Steadman
asked.
"You have that, Mr. Steadman. Upon my honor. You can
take it to the bank."
"No subdividing. The land stays intact. The name
stays."
"Agreed. On all three."
Carter held out his hand and Steadman took it. Both
grips were strong as if the strength somehow was the measure of the
promise. Steadman was relieved. The ritual of the handshake made him feel
secure. He sensed he had struck a good and honest bargain in both Amy’s
name and his own.
"No second thoughts, Mr. Steadman?"
"None. Except that it will take me a month or two to
clear out."
"No need to rush." Carter said, pausing for a
moment, then chuckling. "We haven’t discussed price."
"Just make it fair," Steadman said, certain that
Carter had researched the comparables and knew the land’s true value. He
was far less interested in the money than in the fulfillment of Amy’s
wish.
"Will $3 million hack it?" Carter asked.
Steadman was stunned. The best offer he had gotten was
$1.5 million. What in the world was he going to do with all that money? He
considered it a cruel irony that all those years of hard-scrabble
suffering to make ends meet should end in an embarrassment of riches for
which he had no need.
If Amy was alive, he wondered, what would she have said?
She was the one who ran the books for the ranch, and the very most they
had ever had in the bank was $50,000 and that was only for a month or two
after a cattle sale. It was far too late for money. He supposed that he
would wind up giving most of it away to charity.
"That’ll do fine," Steadman replied, feeling the
constriction in his throat.
Carter nodded, and they shook hands again.
"And remember your promise," Steadman said.
"Done," Carter said.
Lawyers wrapped up the financial details, and Steadman
arranged for an auction of various possessions that he would not need,
keeping only those items that had sentimental value or were essential to
the new life he planned for himself. He could not bear to attend the
auction. Carter had told him to sell whatever he wanted.
The day he left the ranch for good was a day for tears.
He felt hollow and deeply unhappy. With him went all the memories of the
old life—Amy, his parents, the cows, the branding, the ranch hands and
cowboys, his pets, all his history, days upon days of a good life lived.
He could barely see the road through his tears.
By the time he had arranged to leave, it was November
and he headed for the desert and bought himself a condominium in Phoenix,
where he spent the winter. He hated it, made few friends and missed his
beloved valley. In the spring, he went to Australia and New Zealand, then
toured China. It was only mildly interesting to him.
Then he booked a world cruise on the QE II, which he
hated, feeling out of place and unable to connect with people. He did not
like the confinement of the boat, and even though he had booked a large
stateroom, by his standards it was small and he felt claustrophobic. The
fact was that he missed Jackson Hole.
Above all, he concluded that he was not a social person
and had no skill in small talk. He essentially was a rancher and a cowboy,
used to long silences and wide open spaces under the big sky. He felt as
if he was marking time waiting for the grim reaper to reach his patch.
After two years of what he considered aimless wandering,
he came back to the valley. Up to then, it would have been too painful to
visit the Circle Bar S and see how Carter was faring. Memories were too
fresh. But time somehow had reduced the prospect of pain, and his first
act on flying into the Jackson airport was to rent a car.
Low clouds hung over the valley, and he couldn’t see
the old ranch from the air. The only familiar sight was the peak of the
Grand, pushing out of the mist below as the plane punched though the
clouds.
He planned to visit the ranch, ride around, see some of
the old-timers and contemplate the idea of coming back to the valley,
renting a place in town and spending his days in his old haunts telling
stories of the past to those who were still alive.
The Circle Bar S, being north of town, was only a
ten-minute drive from the airport, and with great anticipation and
excitement, he drove south, then turned in toward the river, heading up
beside the western edge of the airport.
He could not believe what met his gaze. Stone structures
with metal lettering proclaiming "Circle Bar S Estates" were on both
sides of the old ranch entrance that had been landscaped with spruce and
aspen trees. The old road had been widened and paved with asphalt, and new
roads crisscrossed the old pastures. A few bulldozers and backhoes were at
work cutting into what had become full-blown sage meadows.
He felt a hollowness begin in the pit of his stomach and
a cold sweat break out on his back, chilling him. How could this be? he
asked himself. Stunned and confused, he drove the rented car to a spot
near a man working a backhoe.
He got out of the car. His knees shook and his legs felt
like jelly.
"What’s happening here?" he asked the man
operating the backhoe.
"Digging a foundation," the man said.
"Carter’s house?" he managed to ask, foolishly
clinging to that possibility.
"Hell no. Carter lives by the river," the man said,
pointing to the stand of lodgepoles in the general direction of where his
and Amy’s house had stood.
"This a house for one of his kids?" Steadman asked.
"Where you been? He’s got eighty going up. Lots sold
out like hot cakes. Some are even turning over. Carter’s made himself
one big pile."
Steadman felt a thump in his chest and his breath came
hard and shallow. He turned away from the man on the machine and, with
effort, headed toward his car. He couldn’t believe it. The man had
promised and Steadman had believed in the promise.
He sat in the car for a long time. Somehow the knowledge
had sapped his strength, and he needed to rest. He closed his eyes and
felt tears stream down his cheeks.
"I’m so sorry, Amy. I’m so sorry," he repeated
to himself over and over again.
After awhile, he felt strong enough to drive and he
followed the old road to where his house once stood. He felt an incipient
rage stirring inside him. He had been so confident that he knew men and
their motives. How could he have made such a mistake?
Riding along the path of the old road, he passed through
the familiar forest of lodgepoles, then into a long circling driveway to a
log house of immense proportions. His old house was gone. Around the new
house was lawn and, close by, a putting green complete with sand trap. In
the distance, he could see another golf-hole flag fluttering in the
breeze.
With what inner strength he could muster, he tamped down
his rage, although he could not control his shaking legs as he walked up
to the front door of the house and rang the buzzer. He knew that there was
no way to reverse the process, but, for his own self-respect, he decided,
he needed to confront Carter.
A young woman answered the door.
"Can I help you?"
"I would like to see Mr. Carter," Steadman said.
"He’s in his study. He doesn’t like to be
disturbed. Is there anything I can do? I’m the housekeeper. Mrs. Carter
is off on a shopping trip to New York."
"I’m afraid my business is with Mr. Carter,"
Steadman said, hearing the reediness in his voice.
"I really don’t think. . . ."
"He’ll see me."
The woman eyed him up and down with what he imagined was
contempt. What business did this old fart have with Mr. Carter, she was
probably thinking. She had closed the front door and he stood awkwardly
waiting for it to open again.
When it did, Carter, dressed in plaid cowboy shirt,
tight jeans, a belt with a large silver buckle, snakeskin cowboy boots and
a fringed vest, stood in the doorway. He was smiling, and his hand was
outstretched. Despite his rage, Steadman had no time to think and took the
man’s hand, remembering the last time he had taken it. Now it felt cold
and clammy to his touch.
"Mr. Steadman. So good to see you. Come on in."
Steadman was not prepared for the hospitable welcome. He
followed Carter into the house, a massive log structure filled with
Western antiques, Western paintings mostly of cowboys pushing cattle,
braving storms, slogging through mud, sitting around campfires. Others
were images of painted Indian faces.
There were many pieces of log furniture and, on the
walls, hung Indian artifacts. Sculptures large and small of wildlife and
cowboys on horses adorned various spaces throughout the areas that he
passed.
Steadman followed Carter into his large study, dominated
by a massive carved desk and heavy leather chairs. Behind the desk was a
huge painted landscape of a mountain setting.
"Drink?"
"No, thanks," Steadman said.
"Take a chair, Mr. Steadman. Make yourself at home."
Home? Steadman thought. He was appalled by the idea.
Carter went behind his desk, lifted his fancy cowboy boots on its surface
and clasped his hands behind his head.
"So what do you think?" Carter asked, still smiling,
after a long silence.
"About what?" Steadman asked.
"The house, Mr. Steadman. Built in record time. Catch
all that Western art work? Would you like a tour?"
"No, thanks, Carter."
"You back for a visit? Heard you had a place in the
desert."
"I think you owe me an explanation."
"I do? For what?"
"You promised. We shook hands on it."
Carter scratched his chin and looked at Steadman.
"Conditions changed, Steadman. Opportunities arose.
The county was changing the rules. I had no choice but to act before the
door closed on the possibility. Just business, Steadman. Hell, you came
out smelling like a rose."
"But you promised. We shook on it. I made it clear. I
never would have sold you the place—you said you would never
subdivide. . . ."
"I told you. An opportunity came up. I’ve got eighty
lots in my master plan. People are gobbling them up. Really, Steadman,
what kind of a dumb businessman would I be if I didn’t seize the
opportunity?"
"You said you hit your number," Steadman said. "You’d
made enough money."
"Hell, can’t be too thin or too rich," Carter
chuckled.
Steadman felt the bile rise in his chest. His tongue
felt dry and his anger made it impossible for him to respond. Instead, he
just sat there, staring at Carter, his fancy boots on the carved desk.
"It was a condition of the sale," Steadman said
finally, but his voice had weakened and he felt faint.
"You OK, Steadman?" Carter asked. "You look pale."
"And you, Carter? Are you OK? Don’t you feel
anything?"
"Me? What should I feel? We did business. And business
is business. The trick in business is to recognize opportunity. I saw it
from the beginning. I gave you double what the other bastards offered. You
came out pretty good. Three mil on the barrelhead. Not bad for an old
duffer with a few years left. You could have a ball. No heirs. You could
spend it all. You should have no gripes, Steadman."
"You cheated me, Carter," Steadman said, his voice
still reedy. He felt weak, defeated, defeated by age, defeated by greed.
Carter scowled, lifted his feet off the desk and stood
up.
"I think this little meeting is over, Steadman. Your
problem is you let emotion and sentimentality get in the way of your
business sense. Hell, Steadman, this place is hot. It’s discovered. The
big money is rolling in. Money talks and bullshit walks. There’s a
feeding frenzy for land going on in this valley. Fortunes will be made.
You old-timers were here all along. How come you didn’t see it?"
With effort, Steadman stood up. Carter was probably
right. Greed was too powerful to be opposed. The bad guys had won. The
valley that he and Amy had lived in was over. Aubrey Steadman was over. He
followed Carter out to the door, which Carter opened. Steadman started to
walk outside. He was tired and wasn’t sure he would make it to the car.
Then he turned and faced Steadman, standing there in his fancy Western
duds.
"You’ll never be a true Westerner, Carter. All the
cowboy clothes and pictures and Indian stuff and wildlife paintings and
your big fancy log cabin won’t make you a Westerner. Not a real one. You
don’t have what it takes inside."
Carter slammed the door, and Steadman walked unsteadily
to his car. He wondered where he had found the strength to say the things
he had just said.
Sitting behind the wheel waiting for his equilibrium to
return, he looked up toward the mountain peaks of the Tetons.
"You’re still beautiful," he thought. "I’m
ashamed of what you have to put up with, watching us poor dumb mortals
down here."
He turned on the ignition and headed back down the old
ranch road, knowing he would never return.
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